Saturday, August 16, 2008

Classic Nonsense at 1245am

j . h ♣ running out of time . . says:
look at jannie and u
j . h ♣ running out of time . . says:
drastic change ok
j . h ♣ running out of time . . says:
kj oso
j . h ♣ running out of time . . says:
the HAIR especially
i'll never let you find me says:
hahahaha
i'll never let you find me says:
OMG
i'll never let you find me says:
no have
j . h ♣ running out of time . . says:
u play rugby play until got long hair
i'll never let you find me says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Classic Nonsense, very classic especially from tanjunhong, likeomgahhh

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You know, when I was younger, like really young, about primary 1 or 2. I used to cross out classmate's face whom I don't like on the class photo. HAHAHA it made me felt better after the crossing out.

On the good side: I was like eliminating them from my life, that year that I was with them. I was probably eliminating all the bad stuff that they did to me and whatever verbal assaults they said. (I was a prominent figure for the bullies cos I was fatround.)

On the bad side: I was crossing their face. Making a target for myself to never stoop to a level as low as them and as if having power over them, I decide to choose I can cross out with them smiling at me because they can do nothing about it.

And there were serious cases like circling them, instead of crossing them out: that is to remember this fucked up face and never forget them, much less forgive.

Actually, I have no idea if all these actually happened, but it seems to in my memory, though very very very very vague.

And now, when I think about all these (assuming I really did it), I feel like a serial killer. HAHAHA. Of course all these psychotic stuff stopped at p3. Returned back at Sec1, and then stop before Sec 2 all the way till now. I was just wondering, if I did it again this time, will I feel better? After all there are pretty lots of crosses I had to draw on the picture.

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